Besides that preoccupation, I also had a bad drinking experience recently (see: suddenly alcohol sucks) which had led me to feel ultra depressed and uncertain of many things. A phone call to new city helped, but I'm still feeling uneasy as fuck.
I guess that's what sums up me right now: Unease. Focus is lacking. Things just don't seem right.
The worst part is, with all this screwiness, trying to explain it only serves to make me feel like a drama queen or some shit.
Maybe I should just try to work on Jenny's Quiz.

Nah, you aren't a drama queen, life is just hard sometimes.
ReplyDeleteI really hope thats all this is.
ReplyDeleteBecause this doesn't make any sense, and it's driving me mad.